<\/p>\n\n\n\n
for jules<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n I suffer at your hands<\/p>\n and their absence. I think or dream often<\/p>\n of opening my sternum, chronically<\/p>\n flushed like a little v of your skin, unzippered.<\/p>\n I touch your chin, with my paraphilia,<\/p>\n I\u2019m sorry for that, I just have a kink<\/p>\n for the beams of light rooted in your scalp,<\/p>\n and for the sounds I might make rooted<\/p>\n in your backyard, your backyard is my kink<\/p>\n or being buried, and also everything.<\/p>\n really, I am just a dog, buzzing with delight<\/p>\n until the death of my vibe, until I realize<\/p>\n it is my own hand buried between my legs<\/p>\n and I can\u2019t bring myself to beg you<\/p>\n to kill me in the ways I want, and I do.<\/p>\n\n\n Bunny\/Teddy Morris is an MFA candidate in poetry at LSU. He is a trans\/queer multimedia artist born and raised in Louisville, Kentucky. Its work revolves around disability, gender, and the erotic interactions between pain and pleasure. His recent work can be found in SELFFUCK Magazine, Lavender Lime Literary,<\/em> and Anti-Heroin Chic<\/em>. If you\u2019re interested in reading about sex work and fish, check out his chapbook A Performance of My Ecstasy<\/em> (Gap Riot Press, 2020). His other work can be found at https:\/\/bunnymorris.wixsite.com\/poetry<\/a>. Instagram: @straw_buni I suffer at your hands \/ and their absence.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2337,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[90],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thespectacle.wustl.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2264"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thespectacle.wustl.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thespectacle.wustl.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thespectacle.wustl.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thespectacle.wustl.edu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2264"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/thespectacle.wustl.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2264\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thespectacle.wustl.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2337"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thespectacle.wustl.edu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2264"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thespectacle.wustl.edu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2264"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thespectacle.wustl.edu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2264"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\n\n\n\n
\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Twitter: @bunzmorris<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"